Who am I? I am a little girl in a enormously large world. Quite unimportant really...I suppose a lot of people out there can relate to me based upon this fact. Unknown to many and loved by few. I am a workaholic, peace and nature loving girl, who is in love with the idea of love, and consumed by it. I have many acquaintances, and few friends, no hobbies, or social life. I am what most would consider a loner. And, I am quite comfortable with this title. It makes me feel like I am not insecure and am quite independent in most undertakings.

I spend most of my waking hours dreaming big things and trying to make those dreams reality. Don’t tell me what you could’ve, would’ve, or should’ve done...if you really want to impress me, tell me what you did. Materialistic things do not impress me whatsoever, for things of that sort can be lost, stolen, or replaced. I like to delve into the deeper more meaningful things that make up life. May it be lessons, good conversation, company...a walk down the beach in solitude will do just fine, as long as it is meaningful and the moment will not be lost, but forever captured in my mind.

I find I am a terribly interested person..not so interesting..interested. I am always searching for the truth in things, always a great listener to those in need of an ear or two.I guess you could say I am somewhat of a amateur psychiatrist. Problem is, usually when I need someone to return the favor, no one seems to be around. On my webpages, I always open with the question "IF you’re interested...." Reason behind this is simply this..either you are interested, or not. And if you’re not, I don’t want to waste any of your precious time, and I suppose I don’t want you to waste my time either if there is nothing of common interest between us. For, it is time that is priceless, and precious. Something that is not willing to wait for some peon like you or me.

I am still searching for my purpose in life...and thankfully, I am not alone on my quest. Apparently, there are many of us wandering through life with that unknown purpose. It really is silly. We are born into this world and brought up in a world with all these rules and regulations and expectations. But what is right and what is really wrong? What if we got it all wrong? What if wrong was really right? Perhaps, there is no right or wrong answers. From the day we are born, we are told what to do and what not to do. Brainwashed robots, that’s what we are. ..with the malfunction of not knowing how to think on our own. My coworker seems to think the human species is a virus. Our main function and purpose in life is to destroy everything we come across. I would be lying if I told you that I didn’t somewhat agree with her notion.

Someday, I really do hope to find myself. My explanation for my addiction to traveling the world. I ‘ve come to the realization, that Life is an emotional and physical roller coaster. I am a humble student, observing, learning, and absorbing as much as I can. If you think I am saying I am a ‘student’ in terms of collegiate type education or something similar to that sort of thing, I think you have mistaken me for someone else. I am enrolled in a different school. A school that most of you are unaware of. A school that you to are enrolled into. The school of life....and I, and you are all students.

I am a very curious and somewhat analytical person.... Trying desperately to find answers to questions that flit about in my head, and to make some sense of reality as I know it today. I think and hope, possibly one day, I will find myself and answers, somewhere, sometime...perhaps in a foreign land.

Perhaps not. Perhaps the answer lies simply, right in front of me. Perhaps it lies inside myself. Until I figure this all out, I set forth on a quest. And, my quest begins until the last breath in me is breathed and my eyes no longer see the light, nor dark of day.
I live to love and love to live. Isn’t that what life is truly all about? It is this simply. People make it complicated.

I try to remain optimistic in life. I always try to surround myself with positive people. I am capable of blocking any type of negative person, place, or thing completely out of my mind...moreso than others. I just find that life is too short. Why waste time on things that will bring you down. I am not saying that I will abandon something that doesn’t work out immediately. Believe me, I am a totally tolerant person. I believe in giving chance. 3 chances to be precise. Sometimes more, because my compassion allows me to do so. But strike 3, and your out...permanently or temporarily, who’s to know. Let’s just say, I will leave it in fates hands.

I collect positive quotations, and have them dispersed throughout my household, so that I am greeted with some type of inspirational thought, no matter where I go. I appreciate the little things that life has to offer, whether it be a friendly smile, or a simple hello. Never take anything for granted. You wouldn’t believe how terribly fast, the things that meant the most to you can be taken away from you...that is unless it has happened to you. Your health, your loved ones...can taken from you in times when you least expect it... Blue skies in contrast to greenery makes me happy! There is no such thing as bad weather, just different kinds of good weather.

Like a butterfly, I prefer to flutter through life, spreading some type of cheer and hope to all of those I come into contact with. But I have come to the conclusion, that maintaining a happy attitude can be quite draining at times. So, there are rare occasions, where I bury myself under the covers in the darkness and silence of my room to recharge my batteries. There are several times during the year, when I find myself in a remedial state of depression. There is no neutrality in my personality. I am either completely high on life, or completely low. These circumstances are beyond me, beyond my control.I suppose that is how it was meant to be.

I am completely obsessed with love. I have always put love first in my life. Priority number one. What would the world be like without it? Perhaps a cold, desolate, and unharmonious place. A place without hope. A place where there truly would be nothing to live for, nothing to hope for. And with this in mind, I leave you with this...

“Love is patient; love is kindand envies no one. Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude; never selfish, not quick to take offense. There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, its hope, and endurance. In a word, there are three things that last forever: faith, hope, and love; but the greatest of them all is love.”

I LOVE to travel; I LOVE animals; I LOVE yoga; I LOVE positive people; I LOVE laughter; I LOVE watching foreign movies(especially the subtitled ones);I LOVE taking pictures LOVE the details; I LOVE experiencing new things, learning new things, seeing new things; I LOVE being alone, I also LOVE to be around family and friends, but most of all, I LOVE to dream...

On the other hand: I dislike rude people, an unreciprocated smile is deeply offending especially when done with good intention; I dislike being made to feel dumb, if I don't know something, I am capable and willing to learn; I dislike negative any things...I am a simple person. Most people who know me, know me like an open book. I am very animated in my emotions and easily read. I guess that’s a good thing, no more beating around the bush! I am not the least bit shy to express. You will definitely know when I am happy, I am very emotionally in tune with things, I think these emotions often conflict with my logical reasoning. I will speak what is on my mind, when it is on my mind. I have high ideals on honesty, humility, and matters of the heart.

I will always be completely honest with someone, and hope they honor me by doing the same. I always seek out the best in people, and always root for the underdog. I believe love is a universal language that can be understood by all beings. I have a profound interest in knowing the stories of strangers...after all strangers are family that we have yet to come to know. I also believe that without respect, there is nothing...without love, there is nothing. Without hope, there is nothing. All things are placed in our path for a reason. Good or bad.

This is me...this is all I know how to be. Be real, be true, be free.